April 2011
74 posts
Battles - Spill Canvas
I don't even know
It sucks to fall for your friends. Cause it never works out in the long run, and they are always good friends before hand, and afterward your friendship, if still intact, will never be the same, but so far I’ve found you just cant stay friends. So I’ve just chosen to keep my mouth shut, and it eats at me all the damn time. I know better than to say anything, because i know damn well...
Yes
done uploading for now. Have one more video but not enough time today. will do it tomorrow. the show was amazing. i love Coheed so much. Hands down the best show ive ever been to. and ive been to a lot of shows. This was just something else.
WatchElf Tower New Mexico clip. They weren’t even going to play this song. Claudio said he wasn’t going to play it anymore. I love this song so much for certain reasons, so i was fucking pumped. PLEASE WATCH THIS.
WatchA really short clip of Ten Speed (Of God’s Blood and Burial)
Wow I needed that.
That was amazing. The perfect break from real life. What an incredible show. They played everything. EVERYTHING, from sstb, including elf tower. Oh man what a perfect night. Pics and videos tomorrow.
Shows.
I love shows. Its my break from reality, I can join a crowd of people with a single solitary purpose to enjoy the music and bond.
This show more so than any. Coheed and Cambria, where ill be with the Children of the Fence. On among the fence!
Tonight ill jam and forget everything else, forget my job, my family, all the bad shit, all the bad people, all the exs. The only thing I wont forget is my...
I know where ill be next saturday night...
Sitting in front of my tv desperately waiting for dr. Who to come on. The new season is gonna be incredible if tonights episode was any incdicator. Im already WTF?!-ing. Im so pleased.
This has been
One of those days
One of those weeks
One of those months
One of those years
I wanna fuck her.
Truth.
Words.
Its frightens even me, that undying sliver of optimism and hope in the deepest crevice of my heart.
Its 420 let's hate on all the kids who like to...
How bout y’all shut the hell up and let them be? They enjoy it.
Maybe even try sparkin up yourself, maybe you’ll fucking loosen up. Not like they’re hurting anyone.
Well that went well...
Blargh. I hate making apologies. I really really do, because generally, im NOT sorry. But when I am, I make a point to apologize.
Now what bugs me. Is this particular person wont even fucking answer me. A long heartfelt apology and a request to just sit down and talk for a minute, and I can’t even get a fucking response. cannot find an apt word to express my frustration-insert guttural...
I am a walking poster board for you insecurities
What a great weekend. Got the best of my party world, and the best of my high on life world. I love my friends, and the conversations we have. There is hope for the future. Im taking to heart a convo had and living in the moment. Going to stop and realize when im happy and enjoy it. Im gonna be alive.
P.s. go fucking see Source Code. Holymindfuckingawesomeness.
Old people
Are either the coolest mother fuckers, the funniest or the most obnoxious. But the cool ones fucking rock.
No but really
I wanna tell you that im IN love with you.
But how do you say that to someone who only considers you a bestfriend and probably doesnt even suspect the way you feel and is only now gonna start to wonder how much it hurts you to be around her/
Its 4am
Im drunk and going to sleep on a couch next to passed out buddies.
Feels good to be back to life. I missed my my friends and my goodtimes. Can’t wait for summer for old friends to return and more parties to be had.
Let's start this day off right
Drink a fuck ton of orange juice, smoke half a pack of camel crush (its like smoking a fucking tic tac, delicious!) Work my ass off, then celebrate the coming beautiful weather and summer by ending my nearly month long sobriety and getting REALLY FUCKING HAMMERED!
Rage.
spent a few bloody hours tonight working on a little something i wanted to post here…a video. and OF COURSE. its 20 seconds too long for tumblr. and i cant really shorten it without ruining it. SOOOOO. piss.
Women
I will never understand them. going fucking mental tonight. had a really excellent night planned then it all got fucked. had a real slap in the face and a blast from the past. Blargh. trying to be positive but its real bloody difficult right now.
And i cant. get. this. bull. shit. off. my. mind.
