I love my friends
Id be in pieces without them. today was great, but the inside of my head was (is) rough. Memories today… Working in a few hours (still need sleep >.<) then going to the Kamelot show. Wooo
I wanna be the one you miss the most.
Shit that was great. Wings at DJs with the guys rocked. Now were going back to Jakes to smoke some hookah and chill. Better ways to spend my night? None. Only way it’d be better would be bringing my own girl.
Whatever this is this thing that no I've become,...
Today rocks. Woke up to awesome tunes, fixed my schedule so I can go to Kamelot tomorrow! And im going to DJs for wings with some awesome people tonight
Well….im back on my Coheed and Cambria kick. Can’t wait to see them again live. They are always so good
After everything, im not even worth a goodbye. Figures.
Im such a good little employee -.-
Out of work early from one job? Better call the other and ask to come in early…
I fell fall in the air this morning. Boy am I not happy about that. Another fall, another winter, and im still stuck in this fucking town cause I can’t make a fucking decision and get out of here. No one to blame but myself.
Somehow you have the ability to just let it all go, and to fall in and out of love, well guess what, I don’t have that, and im not bloody willing to let it all go without trying. I can’t just sit by and let everything slip away and hurt forever. Apparently its enough for you to just say “well we had our run, guess im over it.” Not me. Sorry. Didn’t stop caring. You...
Its a big one
Jake and Kristina. You guys….I’ve only known you a little while now, but I have had some conversations with you two that I have never, and could never have had with anyone else I know. Im glad I met you two, and that well be hanging out so much this winter. Its really great, that even though my friends are going back to school, or the rest I just don’t even call friends...
Going to go burn off some pent up rage
Going to go build and break shit in Jakes basement. Death metal and chain smoking are likely to be involved.
Someone should definitely come over my place and watch anime with me all day.
Think ill go borrow my buddy's boat
And set out to sea in the hurricane. “Cause this ain’t the Dakota, and the waters cold, won’t have to fight for long”
I’ve got a day off, nothing to do, people to piss off, and a hurricane barrelling down on me. Let’s make it an interesting day shall we?
Okay okay...last post before bed for reals.
Apparently I missed a shit show last night. So yay me. Now…to find plans tomorrow….night
I somehow doubt its a good idea for me to be sneaking into a bar to hang with a chick I just met on the off chance I get laid. Besides, its a shitty bar.
The Doctor is done for the week
and any other aspect of my evening is absolutely ruined. so, happy time is over, off to bed to be rip shit and depressed.
Man thats fucked up.
christ i need to turn 21 already.
Could today get any more unexpectedly good?
APPARENTLY IT FUCKING CAN! i forgot, that the new Dr. Who is on in 4 hours. MY LIFE ROCKS.
And with that
Im off tonight and tomorrow day. Woop. No plans to speak of, and nothin to do. Yeehaw.
Where would you be without me?
Still sitting at home in front of that fucking computer. You’re so sure you’re so much better than me. I’d say we’re about even.
I just went through and saw all the texts/phone calls/blogging I did when I blacked out last night. What the fuck. I clearly went waaaaay too hard last night. I puked twice and still kept drinking. Shoudve been a sign. was worth it though. A sick time was had, what I can remember anyway. I have a few battle scars. Split my toe nail in half, gashed open my elbow, cut on the back of my head....
Cause this isn't a movie
And in the end I don’t have any choice but to let her go. There is nothing I can do, and nothing I can say. The only way its like the movies, is that I know ill spend the rest of my life regretting that there never was a way.
Fuck I blackdd out,
Im sorrry. I just wanted you to be be impresssed. Guess I fucked/thy up..
The next couple days, are going to be rough.
Partying tonight and work at 630 tomorrow. Ouch. Then on storm prep/watch/clean up for the next few days which means sleep is unlikely. Yeeehaw.
First thing. I love country. Yep. I admit it. Second thing. IM GETTING FUCKED UP TONIGHT HELL YEAH! Bonfire at my buddies with all the guys from work. Gonna be wild.
Figure you out
Drunk you’re sorry. Sober you’re angry. I don’t get it. Today is weird. I woke up to my dad making me breakfast. I didn’t wake up feeling like shit. Im off balance today. So weird.
So…tonight, im cleaning my whole fucking apartment. And ill be looking at buying a motorcycle, suzuki svs 650. Want… Tomorrow is the last night ill see my brother before he moves out. Friday I’ve got fuck all to do. Saturday there may be a bonfire. Sunday again I’ve got fuck all to do. Hoping this storm hits so I can get some overtime at work, don’t care if...
Do you really think for a god damn second
That YOU have any right to pity me? EVER?! Get off your fucking high horse or I will take you off it.
That some of my followers probably think its annoying as fuck that I post mostly text posts. But suck it! That’s why I started this thing in the first place. To rant and moan and just say shit. So that’s what I do, when I want, because I want. Now that aside… What I wouldn’t give for that girl to have said fuck the party tonight and just spent the night with me. What I...
I know that this is what you want, a funeral keeps...
“you know that you are not alone, I need you like water in my lungs” Well…it was really good seeing you tonight. And really not. My head is in knots. And this thing still smells like you…
And its been awhile, but I can still remember just...
Twould be cool if people would text me back. and if I didn’t have to work tonight
Potential date with a 26 year old? Im down.
You're a bitch!
Just thought you should know!
What if I said I couldn't live without you?
Im only alive because im too afraid to die. And she’ll say “I can’t be someones reason to live” And i’ll say “You don’t have a choice”
The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot - Brand New →
I love this song… “If it makes you less sad, we’ll start talking again, you can tell me how vile, I already know that I am”
I am too weak to be your cure
Passive aggressive bullshit pisses me off. Why don’t you just tell me what’s on your mind? edit lol as I post this to tumblr. Oh the hypocrisy
Welp. I’ve got a month left to make a decision, marines or school. Let’s do this…